Loss of self

18th November 2022

Andromedan Antemedi and Arcturian Orlacka (illustrated) have been helping Robert to understand that as well as being a multidimensional soul he is also non-self, a series of perpetuating programs and a system. In this section of the forthcoming free eBook Orlacka describes how we can feel we are information by excluding other stimuli.

Scene: Arcturian Orlacka and Robert are still standing on a stage in front of a crowd. Robert follows Orlacka’s lead by allowing energy to pour out of his heart.

Orlacka: You are giving information – you are sharing at a very deep level your thoughts, feelings and experiences. It is a lot of information.

However, I would like you to see you are information. Everything is information including myself. The information of everything exists everywhere because source or the centre of all is everywhere.

Antemedi said “consider you are not Robert” and in doing so you can now see you are just information. Is it a loss of self when the information that informs you that you are yourself is just information? You are not yourself you are information. It’s about how you treat information and what you want from it. This is after all what creators do – they create an experience from information.

Robert: I am left with a massive sense of awe realising everything is at my fingertips. It is an enormous power but not over another for gain or control. It’s a far greater power than that. It’s an enormous realisation and a liberation from blindness and the concept of self. It is an awareness that exceeds self-awareness.

I mentally thank all here for the experience. But it has no effect on any of them. It is information which they have no need for.

Orlacka walks me off stage but looking back I can see an image of us is still there. I am in observer information mode and because I see these possibilities and accept everything is information I realise observation or awareness of information must be intrinsically linked to the information. Information and the awareness of information is a feedback loop. It is only a matter of where our focus goes in order to experience or view information. And that again is under taken by our Arkarna programs of grow. I am information that grows and this is prime to my core – self and entity are expressions from that.

The sense of liberation becomes heightened – I do not hanker and desire to be self though I am still in the body of Robert.

Orlacka: And all this you knew because you are information connected to all information. What information is pertinent to you and your life will become available within you. Like all possibility – all the information is with you and part of you. But in probability the flow of your grow Arkarna program means you don’t need to be aware of all information while in a separation program of humanity. In this way you can see you are all things and separation is but one way to experience information. Information in grow continues to grow as per the core principle. But not as repeating or expanding the existing information. Those patterns continue but this is about how new grow can be incorporated into the all and the existing Arkarnas.

You are not separate from this system it’s only a matter of perspective and experience. You are the system. You don’t have to decide anything. Instead allow your programs to bring information to you as they have since the beginning. Some might say trust in god or the universe to provide but we are explaining the process.

It doesn’t mean freewill or choice has been removed but that this great mind brings you the experiences of choice. I say great mind because program seems impersonal and you still see some of our explanation through self. Isn’t the mind wonderful, isn’t grow wonderful look at what you create and experience. Unlimited in your capabilities but pertinent to your experiences at any multidimensional moment.

I say ‘you’ but that should not be seen as self. It is to break down any reverence to anything external or internal. I am you, we are many selves and non-selves.

R: My sense of connection is gentle I have nothing to seek here.

I accept I am all information.

All is possible and I allow the probability computer of my mind to function as grow without parameters.

O: As it always has but you now understand it from your separation experience.